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[May. 11th, 2006|02:14 pm] |
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where has my life gone? |
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| thoughts running aimlessly |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|08:47 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | this runs through | ] |
sometimes i feel like im not good enough for any one. i dont ever feel like i can just get out there and do what needs to be done. but if im pushed out there i always get it done. i just hope that in some point in time ill change because this is not a trait i would want to pass on to my children. my life right now is boring abd exciting at the same time. im also a little sad because ive come to realize that alot of the people i see on a every day basis i will see very little after graduation and some never again. LCA has really done alot for me this year and im happy about that. i wish that i wouldve just been more mature and grown up. ive always had this bad attitude to authority and people that Gods put into my life as an authority figure. honestly i think hes used my boss scott in this way. i get so mad every time he talks to me but i just have to ignore it if i want to keep my job, even though he is a huge jerk. Gods doing alot in my life right now. i may be going to a camp in north carolina as a counsiler this summer. that would be awesome but if i go it will mean that ill be there for 3 months. 3 months away from my friends, girlfriend, and heck even my family would be really hard. my friend jenny has been praying for me that God will just slap me in the face with what he wants me to do with my life, because like her we both tend to overlook Gods ways of showing us sometimes. sometimes for me it has to be so obvious. thats another trait i hope my kids dont have.
if your a christian and you took the time to read this pray for me and pray for the things in my life that i need God to help me with(eevrything) but especially where he wants me for this summer and the coming up years in my life.
thanks dudes.
ps. coolhandluke!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|06:15 pm] |
he put her out. like the burning end of a midnight cigarette. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:15 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | decapitated | ] |
im gonna gut you like a deer. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MAHCIU | ] |
do any of you guys miss me?
because i miss alot of you guys. |
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| fat |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|11:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fat cracker | ] |
you are fat and i hate you
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | afarewelltoarms - tonight never happened | ] |
seriously dude... corey crowder is so good...
so is the ugly...
www.purevolume.com/afarewelltoarms
www.myspace.com/theugly
check them out...
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| Black Dahlia rules YOU! |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|10:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Black Dahlia | ] |
oh my gosh i love my life...
i love a girl...
she loves me...
i might be back in the band with my bros again...
i LOVE my friends so much...
schools almost out...
i just got back from miami...
i have tons of money because im awesome...
i love my job...
i love bethany cavendar... i miss her very much however...
judge dredd is on the TV right now... awesome...
i love you...
<3 Rodney |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|12:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <----lauren | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Excuse the BLOOD!!!!!! | ] |
well... its my birthday today...
and i have to go home after this hell day of school and work on a paper that was due today... only to turn it in tommorow and get a EFFING EFF!
<3 |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bone Thugs - Thug Love | ] |
as long as you have a shotgun and the word nigger 5000 times in your song... i will love it...
<3 rodney |
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|07:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Martyr AD | ] |
i am hating life right about now...
pray for my friend luke... his mom died a couple of days ago. hes only a freshman and he has a younger brother named john whos in like 6th or 7th grade... just pray for them to get through this hard time...
pray for me...
<3umorethangorrillasex |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frisky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sex positions | ] |
yo yo yo
thats alllllll fags... |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 18th, 2005|09:05 am] |
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| |  KILL!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | torn apart by horses | ] |
doodoo... seriously...
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|01:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gangsta | ] |
| [ | music |
| | through the eyes of the dead | ] |
they call me r hova cuz the flows religioussssss |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|08:07 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | on broken wings | ] |
i love you...
leave me comments if you love me!
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 29th, 2005|06:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | as i lay dying - beneath the encasing of ashessssssssss | ] |
dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
holy CROW!!!!!!!! |
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